不爽

看了。我看了。很多照片，很多她。

虽然已没有，但看了心里还是酸酸的，妒嫉的，羡慕的。

很想问他几时有空，是否能一起出去。

想了想，不敢，不知要叫谁，不敢开口问。

怎么办？

一句话，我超不爽！

=(

最近

天！
我的天！那个讨厌的感觉最近又出现了。
‘那个’，只是心理作用，‘这个’，我就不懂了。
不可以！不可以！千万不可以！
开心，当让会。只怕我会掉入深坑。

他。
已有一段日子没与他谈话了。
很想问，‘你最近还好吗？’
其实不问也知道你过得非常好。
那天所写的东西你都看到了吗？
若有，若你知，请不要生气，对不起。
我们还是朋友吗？
其实。。。
我还执著着。。。
我想你。。。

她。
很久很久没看到她了，不懂她变成怎样了，很想念她。
自从假期开始，我们的友谊都好像变了，变得越来越疏远，变得越来越陌生了。
我不懂。我不懂发生什么事，为什么会变成这样。
只想告诉你，我们依然是好朋友，你依然是我的好朋友。。。

不懂

有时候会在想，你到底知不知道有个傻瓜还在执著？
有时候会在想，是不是你故意这样做好让傻瓜不再执著？
有时候会在想，你是怎样的一个人？
有时候会在想，你是好人还是坏人？
有时候会在想，你真的忘记了？

那天，真的都怪自己手痒，干嘛无端端去看。谁知道给我看到了。
本来低落的心情已有改善，谁知，又被你的那一句话打回冷宫。
你的那一句话，太劲爆，太厉害了！

我伤心？当然会。
我生气？当然会。
我很你？当然会。（不会永久，我会心软）
我在乎？当然会。

我不想再想，不想再伤心，不想无端端又让你伤我。
=(

From NOW on

From NOW on,I won't use english to write blog again.I'll change into chinese.Just because of...

开始。

已经很久没来这里了，我想也没人来过这里。

没关系，我只想在这边写写自己的心情。

那个日子，已经过了。

不开心，失望，很想问，不敢，结果没问。

哭，流泪，当让会有。

但心中还依然存在着一个大问号。

那天，让我失望。等了等，等不到。

泪，一直流。

第二天，等到了。心自然而然软了下来。

每一次都会这样。为什么要心软？

距离，越来越远。

深怕有一天我们不再是朋友。

我不期望什么，只希望你会记得我。

我很想大大声哭出来，可是我不敢。

只想对你说，加油，祝你好运。。。

Pine one breath

Yes!PMR is over!

I wanna shout!!!!!

'YAYYYYY!!!!!'

=D

Haha.

Chinese paper 1 was the last paper.
The paper was finished at 3.10 pm.

After collected the papers,everyone were having a smile and happy face.

As for me,I quickly get up from chair and walked to front and leave the hall.

Meet kexin at outside then walked to canteen to pick up our bags then went home.

After reached home,went to bath quickly!

Cause I was very hot and my face was DAMN oily!

Yucks!

Online after bath.There had no people(I mean my classmate),only sinwei one.

Then I was like wah,she's so faster than me.Haa.

Went to the website,blogs which are usually view and surf once I online.

Mail box were full of facebooks' mails.

Thanks for the people who were accepted or added me.

=)

Was facebook-ing then my classmate were increasingly online.

At first just one,then five then.....

Is listening 身骑白马 by 徐佳莹.

Thanks sherri for sent me.

A very very nice song.

=)

I'm going to offline soon.Maybe night I'll online again.

Off to tidy my stuff!

Pretty hungry right now.

=(

Buhbye.

Happy finished PMR!

^^

16 days to go.

5 days to go

Today is Friday,second day of October.

PMR is increasingly near and near.
I am getting more fear and nervous.

I need courage,confidence and cheer,can someone give me?

NO!NOBODY WILL.

I must depend on myself.

As for cheer......

Signs. =(

I am not happy now.

MOODY!EMO!

How come?!I don't want!

I want happy!I want cheer!I want smile!I want laugh!

But... =(

Sms-d kexin.She did not replied me after that.

Then I text her again.

She replied me.She was like mad me or beh shiok me.
Cause I said bla bla bla to her.

I just said and I unexpected that she'll like that replied me.

She asked me not to reply to her sis's phone cause her dad saw it.

I do not know that whether her dad got scold her not.I hope no.

=(

Nevermind then.

I always made her mad or beh shiok me one!

I know all are/were my wrong!

I said sorry to you.

Sorry for it was and it is.

Sms-d siewling again.

She still haven't reply me.

I think she asleep again.Her daily habit!Haha.

Feel very lonely now.

I don't know who should I talk.
I am not very friend with them.

Everytime talk about this,I will become moody and so on.

Who can accompany me?

Who can chat with me?

Who can made me smile and laugh?

No even one.

A lonely,boring,moody,quiet night.I don't want.

='(

I'm going to offline for my sejarah now.Good night and buhbye.

I hope I will receive her message soon.I hope...=(

GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST TO ME.=D

Birthday:27 days to go.

回忆

刚才，心血来潮，想起了那个部落。
依然一样，没什么改变，没更新。
或许那部落死了吧。
读回以前的文章，想起了很多东西。

同样的。
我的好奇心依然还在。
问过，不说。
算了吧。

以前的事，不想再提起。
考试，快乐最重要。

加油！你也加油！

A happy day

Too many happy things had happened on today.

I get a new besta electronic dictionary.

I went to watched 'where got ghost'.

..................

........................

................................

.........................................

The most important is......

I smile when I saw it...

=)

=D

xD

你的出现，让我再次有了微笑。

谢谢你。

=)

First day of Raya holidays

Alarms rang at 10am.

Woke up to switch it off.
I had promised myself that today MUST woke up at 10 o'clock.

Cause I want to do my revision.

But I don't know why,

I asleep again.

I was pretty sleepy.

Never mind.Alarm rang again at 1030am.

Okay fine.I woke up again to switch it off again.

Then I continued to sleep.

Nobody called me up since there's nobody home!

Slept until 1130am.

Geng right?

Haha.

Up from bed,went to toilet to wash face and brush teeth.

Then back to room to take towel then go to bathroom.

After bath,had rice as my brunch.

Revision time reached and started,KH.

Was reading form 1 teras chapter 1.

Next was chapter 2,too many.

Read until half then jumped to chapter 3.

LAZY!

=(

Mom asked me whether want to go out or not.
To buy new besta electronic dictionary and lumix camera.

Shake my head and said no to her.

I was very lazy at that time.

I was not really concentrate at that time.

Went to bath again then went out to have dinner.

We had 'zhu char' as our dinner.

Then went to grandma's house.

Opened my KH book to read.

But my eyes were seeing to others place like tv!

==

See!I wasn't concentrated again.

Brother asked me whether want to play mahjong or not.
Said okie to him and we played with grandma.

We played 3 rounds then went home.

After reach house I got nothing to do.

Online after 10 minutes I guess.

Janise chatted with me and she want my friendster's address.

Gave her then.

Hooi Kim came chatted with me after that.

But she was in appear offline.

*Hooi Kim,the baby so cute...............*

Haha.

Not going to tell what I chatted with her.

What I type out are what had happened today.

Now I feel very lonely and boring.

What a lonely and boring holidays!
I wish to back school at least there have many friends chit chat with me.

Time,can you 'run' fast a bit?

I'm going to offline now and continue my KH.

Bye.

=)

Nick suddenly find me chat when I'm going to off.Haha.Happy Raya to you too Nick!* He got a bit weird,said want to celebrate...*Hahahaha.

Fortunately

Phew~

I was cried just now. (just some tears dropped down)

Because my blog was became crazy!

All things such as shout out mix,links etc etc had gone!

The layout of my blog also gone.

WTH?!

I was like a cat on hot bricks at the sight of my blog.

You know why?

Cause I was trying to change my blog into new template.

After I changed it couldn't work and it asked me to click this click that.

So,I followed.

All things I followed was done,went to view my blog then.

Was speechless and I shouted 'OH SHIT'!

Then I quickly went to redo and see whether can back to original template or not.

Tried and tried,still failed.

The tears suddenly dropped down.

After some minutes then,I tried again.

Finally can!

Walao,i was like 'yay'!

Really fortunately,GOD bless me.

=)

My smile face came back again.

I promised that not to change again.

Or else will crazy again.

Is going to offline now.

Good night guys.

=D

*Kexin,i think you better don't change or else you will like me.That time you will regret what you do.TRUST ME!*

Sighs

I am here again.

The time now is 1.24 a.m.

Is chatting with Mandy and Zhong Sam.

Listening 'better in time' at the same time.

a nice song that I like much. <3

Phone suddenly rang just now.

Brother phoned me.

Was a testing.

==

Feel very down right now.

Sudden and without any reasons.

The song is playing non-stop.

Repeat and repeat.

And I'm start thinking of somebody.

What to do?

I had promised that want to forget about it.

But why...

Sighs.

I really don't know what to do!

Can someone teach me?

Sometimes talk about it,

my tears will automatic drop down.

Who can I share it?

Who can I talk to?

The answer is NO!

NOBODY will listen to me.

I better keep in my heart,

better write at here.

better talk to myself.

=(

I am still waiting...

1 year 3 months 2 weeks 5 days.

What should I do

Had long time did not came here already.

Was busy,was lazy.

PMR is around the corner.

I'm increasingly scare.

So,

from now on,I should WORK HARD.
I don't want to let my parents feel disappointed.

I want them proud of I pass with flying colours.

Can I?

Cut the crop,I am not really happy now.
Somethings have strike my mind.
I wonder why.

I WONDER WHY.

I wonder why I still care about it.

I think I have totally forget?

The answer is still NO!

I still remember,

all things are still I keep in mind.

And i never delete them.

Happy memories?

Had forced myself and tried all of my best.

I felt I had slowly forgot.

Congratulation?
*lmao*

I promised to study hard.

I hope I can totally forget about 'somethings'

962464???

Tiring Day

Alarms rang at 6am in the morning.

Woke up from bed,switched it off and continued to sleep.

Was kinda lazy.

Mom opened my room's door after 15 minutes.Got up from bed.

Yawned many many times.

Why?

Cause yesterday i was sms-ing with kexin and we stopped our topics at about 130am.

After that,I've been turning over right to left to sleep but failed.T_T

After had a cup of milk,went to school as usual.

Reached school and opened Sejarah book to read.

Was not concentrate on it cause my heart was flying to *somewhere over the rainbow*?Haa.

Went up to classroom after kexin reached.

She came to my place and we read together.

But we failed,we were chatting at all.Haa.

Sejarah exam started on 7.35 am.

Felt super sleepy while reading the questions.

Did and did,finally finished,it's time to slept!

After sejarah was maths paper 1 and paper 2.

Not really knew how to do. =(

Home after school.

Had Hokkien Mee as my brunch.

I did not ate my breakfast cause i was lazy to went down to canteen.

Was watching D.I.E Again.

That's mean i did not took my nap.

The movie was so nice and my eyes like already stick on tv and couldn't move away.

Had nasi lemak as my dinner.Then online-d.

Chatted with friend and suddenly Nick found me.

He said add oil to me and i wished back him good luck.Haha.

Got bored in tuition,science!

Mood was not really nice.

BORING,SLEEPY + a bit MOODY.

After 2 hours,went home.

Brother asked me that whether i want to eat mee cup or not.

Said yes to him but at last he had fall into slept.Hahaha.

He do not have to go school tomorrow because the UPSR students are going to use his class.

Admire!Don't need to wake up earlier.Sob sob. T_T

Im going to offline soon.Good night people. =)

Quite tired now.

p/s:I'm still waiting for you,i.m.u... <3

Kexin is sms-img me right now.=D